Thursday, November 3, 2011

Many Nations, Under God

One of my favorite events in this world are the Olympics.  There is just something about the notion of people coming from all over the world to celebrate, to put differences aside, and to seek excellence.  I realize that having the Olympics does not mean the world is at peace, or that the athletes have figured out a way to get along with people from other parts of the globe.  Nevertheless, when I view such things as the Opening Ceremony, considering what an accomplishment it is for all these nations to want to gather together and display their strengths in a non-aggressive manner, I cannot help but feel a sense of pride towards humanity in general.

I had this same feeling at my college, where we recently celebrated International Awareness Week.  The activities involved the International Food Festival, featuring dishes from most of the countries represented on campus, the Missions Fair for global mission organizations to speak with interested students, and, my personal favorite, the International Flag Ceremony.  For this event, representatives dressed in their traditional garb and lifted their countries' flags high as they paraded down the aisles of the cathedral.  Even though I'm not a very emotional person, I felt tears welling up as I witnessed this.  (This was not helped by the fact that Chariots of Fire was playing on the speakers.)

I attend a Christian college, and the joy I felt as I watched the procession stemmed from the unity all nations can have through Christ.  Each person carrying their flag waved it proudly, and the whole crowd of onlookers celebrated their culture with them, if only for a moment.  The ceremony lasted several minutes (we have quite a few countries represented on campus) and by the end, the stage was lined with bright and colorful flags.  The beauty of Christianity is that it is for all people and all cultures.  As can be seen through the Old Testament, New Testament and incarnation of Christ, God works through our culture to speak to us.  This idea is particularly important when applied to mission-work.  In the past, it was a common mistake for missionaries to try and impose their own culture on those they were serving, rather than, like Christ, humbly entering into a new culture to speak to the people in ways they can understand.  It can be applied to all acts of servitude, not just those in other parts of the world, that we need to be able to celebrate the things that make us unique, being characterized by humility as we seek excellence in this life.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Cloud of Witnesses

This past weekend, I went with some of my classmates to two Orthodox church services.  The experience was different from the evangelical-style worship services I am accustomed to.  There was a lot of standing, there were candles, icons, incense, special robes for the priests, alter boys and nearly the entire service was sung.

The tendency for a lot of Christians is to hold so tightly to what we believe in that we forget to take a step back and first examine why we believe what we believe, and second, to decide what things we believe are more important than others.  Just because Methodists and Baptists have different beliefs in some areas doesn't mean they can't share the same faith.  While I knew this long before this past weekend, the trip helped me not only process which issues are vital to Christian doctrine and which issues are of lesser importance (albeit influential in practice), but also to allow the study of another belief to enrich my own faith.

The part of Orthodox worship that intrigued me the most was the feeling of stepping into a story bigger than myself.  With my evangelical background, I know that there's a multitude of believers around the world and a history of faithful people, but there's also such an emphasis on personal relationship with God that sometimes it can feel like I'm in it alone, or perhaps with only a small group of other church goers and I fail to see the bigger picture.


The Orthodox churches follow liturgies that are hundreds of years old, modeled after a style of worship used by the Jews long before that.  Orthodox Christians around the world use the same liturgies, building a sense of community and unity within the Church.  Additionally, Orthodox churches are lined with icons of saints and martyrs.  These icons are intended to encourage Orthodox Christians in their faith by having an example to look to and to emphasize the fact that the faith carries a long tradition.

I believe God can work in powerful ways through communities of believers and that we, as believers, should seek unity.  Furthermore, while I do believe that Jesus is the best example we can follow after, I think there is value in learning about the struggles other Christians have been through and how they walked in faith.  Hebrews 11 is filled with faithful historical figures who were examples to the early church and is followed by these verses in Hebrews 12: "Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles.  And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith."

Practical advice?  Study the lives of people of faith and remind myself of the whole story, starting with Adam.  Take part in things that are bigger than myself, perhaps global relief organizations or something of that sort.  Join with local Christian believers and build my faith in community, like being in a small Bible study.  I don't quite agree with everything in the beliefs and practices of the Orthodox church, but there are some aspects of their faith that have been lacking in my own, and it's been beneficial to step back and look at things from another angle.

Monday, September 26, 2011

God of The Unknown

In my high school English class, we learned that one of the themes of Lord of the Flies was that the greatest fear man has is fear of the Unknown.  No matter how bad or frightening something is, as long as we can identify what it is, it could be worse.  If you're terrified that the monster in the closet is 10 feet tall with 3 heads and 100 razor-sharp teeth and upon opening the door, you discover all your worst fears have been realized, you can at least be comforted knowing that it isn't 20 feet tall.  And if it is 20 feet tall, at least it doesn't have 6 heads.  And if in fact it does, at least it isn't holding a light savor and breathing fire!  As long as the thing you fear is Unknown, undefined, it can be worse than anything you can imagine and realization of the truth consistently meets with relief.  Fear of the Unknown is the secret of the suspense thriller.  The Unknown hides in dark places, in every dark place.  The Unknown is what jolts you to frozen terror in the middle of the night.  The Unknown is the epitome of death, making even kings and warriors desperate in their search for immortality.

Yet throughout the Bible, we are instructed to fear the LORD, not evil or men, or the things of this world.  Proverbs 29:25 says, "Fear of man will prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe."  It's important to remember that God is in control of everything!  Romans 8:28, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who are called according to his purpose."

It's hard to trust God with the Unknowns in our lives.  My future is Unknown, my major is Unknown, how to fix the rust on my bike chain is Unknown, the location of my missing socks is Unknown, whether I will get married is Unknown, death is Unknown, the time and date of the Second Coming is Unknown, what to do when I get off the plane in a foreign country is Unknown.  All I can do is keep moving along; go ahead and open the closet door, because even when I seen the six-headed, 20-foot tall monster with 100 razor-sharp teeth wielding a light savor and breathing fire, I know that God is there with me, and He has a purpose and a plan for my life and I don't have to face the Beast alone.  God knows all the Unknowns and He is stronger.  Jesus triumphed over the grave and I can trust Him to lead me through the dark and mysterious places of life.

This is all very well, very theological and poetic, you say, but how about some practical advice!  That's what I always want anyway.  When I started at college my freshman year, life itself seemed to be a giant Unknown.  I was (and am) undeclared.  I knew fewer than five people on campus.  I had to learn about my professors' expectations.  I had to find my way around.  I had to worry about whether my paperwork was in order. I had to make sure that I had everything I needed with no car of my own and home being several hours away.  I couldn't bring all my things with me (although my parents might claim that I tried).  Somewhere in that van-load though, I kept my Bible and that was one piece of my life that could remain constant.  God was with me and I could count on Him, even when my friends and family were miles away.  Through prayer and resting in the knowledge that God was in control, I was able to face each of the Unknowns.  Some gracefully, others not as much.  Some went quickly, others I still deal with.

Pray.  Read the Bible.  Relax and lean on God.  Follow after God and do not fall into temptation to do evil.  Go ahead and open the closet door.  Learn how to fear God, not the Unknown.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Seeking Peace, Finding Sanctuary

I come from a Christian tradition of faith known as the Mennonite Brethren.  I should clarify right here and now that this does not mean I'm Amish, as is the general misconception.  One theological point that separates this denomination from other Protestant denominations is its emphasis on peace.  The whole idea of peace seems rather mysterious to me.  Peace is not merely the absence of war, but the growth of pure virtues.  How can peace be found?

I was reading the book Finding Sanctuary by Christopher Jamison over the summer for one of my classes this semester.  Jamison is the Abbot at a Benedictine monastery called Worth Abbey in Sussex England.  His book speaks of how to build spiritual sanctuaries in our lives by creating times of silence, being obedient to God and others, being humble, living as a community, being faithful in life, and looking forward to eternal life after death.  I struggled to understand why he and others who follow the Benedictine monastic tradition
believed silence was so vital in a life of faith.

The book began by explaining how unnecessarily busy the lives of people in western civilization are. This made sense, because it is not by works that we are saved, but by grace, through faith. What we do is important, but it will not earn us salvation, so making ourselves helplessly busy, even in doing good things is not something God asks of us. Instead, God wants all of us in faith, so He can work through us. Jamison declared there is a need in each person's life to take the time to be silent and cast off any distractions. Stopping all surrounding noises and activities leaves only you and God and I believe it is important to spend time alone with God on a regular basis, to keep your life focused on important things.


The whole concept of focusing your life on what God wants through simplifying is easy enough for me to understand, but much more difficult for me to implement into my own way of living.  I have filled my life so full that I don't even have time for sitting and watching a quick tv show (which was partially intentional, since I think they are rather unnecessary in life), but that means I also don't have much time for stopping and helping a friend in need without a readjustment of my priorities.  As far as building silence around me to listen for God's voice, this feels next to impossible living in a college dorm!  How can I chose which activities are important and which ones should be removed to make room for God to work in my life?

The answer is of course to give God complete control of my life.  Let Him decide what is important, rather than play tug-of-war with my time.  But this is Christian jargon that sounds great but doesn't mean much without practical application.  How do I give God control of my life?  What does that mean?  I don't pretend to have that answer, but I do know that it starts with prayer and ends in obedience.  I think silence lies somewhere in the middle.  Giving at least enough time to God, just me and God, for Him to speak to my heart, telling me what He wants, and for me to refocus on the one important thing I have.  Somewhere just beyond this silence lies peace.  It is the fruit of justice and mercy, which come from God.  Peace, unlike tranquility, is concerned with how people relate to one another.  How I can relate meaningfully to others with a combination of justice and mercy is something I intend to work out as I live my life, but it will start in the sanctuary of my heart, where I am working to make room for God and the things He has for me.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

The Language of God

Most Christians who have grown up in Sunday School know that Psalm 119 is the longest chapter in the Bible.  All (except perhaps 1 or 2) of its 176 verses mention something about God's Word, declaring how great it is and how much the author depends on it and loves it.  Each section includes eight verses that begin with the same letter in the Hebrew alphabet.  In my readings, the fourth letter, Daleth, really stuck out to me.  In the NIV translation, verses 30-32 read as follows:

I have chosen the way of faithfulness;
I have set my heart on your laws.
I hold fast to your statutes, LORD;
do not let me be put to shame.
I run in the path of your commands,
for you have broadened my understanding.

I'm not the most dedicated readers of the Bible, but it is very important to me and as I am able to read it for myself on a regular basis, it shapes who I am into who God wants me to be.  It's strange to think that not very long ago, very few people had access to their own Bible and until the 1500s, nearly all Bibles were written in Latin, the language of the educated, but not of the common people.  According to the Wycliffe website, today there are approximately 6,800 languages in the world, over 2,000 of which still need a translation of the Bible.  These statistics certainly surprised me.  I just assumed that the Bible was already translated in pretty much every language.

Wycliffe Bible Translators pursue the task of going to those places that have no translation of the Bible, learning the language and working with the people to make a translation of the Bible into that language.  When I found out about it, I got excited.  Through high school Spanish, I discovered that I have a knack for learning languages and really enjoy learning about other cultures.  So, although I haven't heard a mysterious voice in the wind or received notes signed "-Abba", I feel I may have been called to translate the Bible for people-groups who have not yet been able to read about God's wonderful gift of grace in their own language.

Although God can bring about understanding of the Scriptures to those people who don't have a translation in their native language, when I think about the times I have seen the world in a new light or heard words that truly impacted my heart, they have always been in my native language.  I may know a few words in Spanish, German, French, Greek and Russian (some way more than others), but I neither think nor pray nor dream nor have epiphanies in any of these languages; I only have them in English, my native language.  Wycliffe was founded when one man who did not have access to a translation of the Bible in his native language asked why, if God is so powerful, he could not speak his language.

I cannot say that I have my future completely figured out now, but I have a direction to go now and I will see where that takes me.  Even if working as a Wycliffe Bible translator does not lie in my path, I still pray that the unreached peoples might:

Set their hearts on His laws...
and
...Run in the path of His commands,
Because He had broadened their understanding.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Camping, Kinship and Kansas Heat

My sister and I discovered that we enjoyed camping when we went backpacking in the Grand Canyon about four years ago.  After saving up money and purchasing our own equipment, we made plans to go camping at Kanopolis State Park in Kansas.  Being relatively inexperienced in the realm of camping, we learned several things:
1.   When you plan to cook things on a camping stove, you need to bring fuel too.
2.   And matches.
3.   At popular campgrounds, firewood can be found by scavenging vacant campsites.
4.   You can always find a good campsite if you look hard enough; my sister and I seem to have a knack for finding the largest, shadiest and flattest areas! (About the only thing we do well apparently.)
5.   When you discover that you accidentally packed a fire starter kit, but don't want to use the cooking knife to shave off bits of magnesium, broken glass from the campsite works just as well.
6.   When there are refrigerators available, it's best to cook what you know you will eat, and then make more if you're still hungry, rather than have a bunch of leftovers that you have to throw out. (This one we actually learned at the Grand Canyon the first time.)
7.   Sandstone makes for easy carving.
8.   And fine sand and muddy lakes.
9.   Flashlights would have been useful after sunset.
10. Don't keep the tent flaps open all day if you don't want to deal with bugs at night.
11. Flip flops are great for walking around camp. (Another one from the GC, when we had hiked all day and only wanted to take off our boots.)
12. Cold water tastes amazing when it's 100° outside.
13. 90° makes for a sweaty night.
14. Don't sleep on a piece of foam when you're sweaty; the moisture just stays there.  Put down a towel or blanket.
15. There's really no such thing as a silent night in the great outdoors-in the summer at least.
16. Fires that were strong can come back to life very easily, particularly when there's a good gust of wind...
17. Bugs like being inside tents and are hard to catch and remove in the middle of the night with only a cell phone for light.
18. Sleepless nights are LONG!
19. And there are times when 6am can't come soon enough.
20. Pancakes are not very cooperative when cooked on foil or in pots.
21. Fires don't die.  Unless you use a gallon or two of water.
22. 100° plus no-sleep means it's difficult to find motivation for hiking.
23. Church for two is very different from church as I'm used to it, but the fellowship is very rewarding.
24. Trying (and failing) to "rough it" in the great outdoors makes me really appreciate how hard it must have been for people like Lewis and Clark and the pioneers.
25. Camping with my sister is always an adventure and a great experience.  I can't wait until next time!

Friday, June 24, 2011

A Mighty Fortress

Europe is one of those destinations most Americans hope to arrive at some point in their lives.  There are many reasons for this, but I think one is that Europe has a great mix of the old and the new.  A high-speed train might zoom past ancient castles and new sky scrapers in a short span of time.  America has many new things, but nearly all of the old things are less than 300 years old.  One famous castle in Northern Ireland is Dunluce.  High on the cliffs that line the northern shore, the castle sits above the raging sea as it crashes against the rocks.  It stood tall and proud for about 300 years before the kitchen fell into the sea and the owner's wife refused to live there any longer.  It became a fascinating ruin, which inspired C.S. Lewis' Cair Paravel in the Chronicles of Narnia.  Ironically, Dunluce means "strong fort" in Irish.
I travelled to Northern Ireland with my college choir, and our theme song was "A Mighty Fortress is Our God."  This is a stunning piece of music that filled me with joy every time I sang it.  The song speaks of God as a stronghold, the only stronghold we can depend on through the difficult trials and storms of life.  How often in life do we look for other "strongholds" to keep us safe?  I don't know about you, but when I have questions, I often go straight to Google, trying to find the words of experts to help me through, rather than going to the Word of God.  Certainly, the Bible doesn't say exactly how tall the Eiffel Tower is (1063ft), but it does give us insight into the character of God, the nature of humans and our purpose in life.

Starting a new life at college can be tough.  For some, it's especially hard because teacher expectations increase.  For others, the familiarity of friends, family and hometown are stripped away, leaving them alone in a world of strangers.  On top of it all, there are new expenses, laundry to be done, challanging philosophical questions to be answered and life-changing decisions to be made.  I struggled my way through Freshman year, experiencing each of these in varying degrees and dealing with them in different ways.  I learned how to lean on God more, the one constant thing in a world that was shifting and turning around me.  I know that I don't have all the answers, and that's okay.  I just trust in His Word, do what I can to follow His Will and seek grace and peace through faith in Jesus.  I can't confide in my own strength, because I, of all people, know how weak and foolish I am.  But that is a beautiful thing because, "God chose the foolish things of this world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of this world to shame the strong."  If I chose to be in Christ, in the mighty fortress that is our God, my problems can put into persepective and suddenly the things I thought mattered aren't important as I keep my mind fixed on the things of heaven.

Monday, June 13, 2011

A Gaelic Blessing and A Cup of Tea

It's not often in America that someone asks you "How do you like your tea?"  So it became the first clue that I was 'not in Kansas anymore' when everywhere we traveled in Northern Ireland included hospitable greetings and a cup of tea (along with all the delicate tea cakes that go with it).  It also became a question I had to ask myself, considering I'm not a big fan of tea (nor coffee for that matter).  I've had tea before, but not enough to know how I like it, so every time it was offered, I took it graciously and tried it several different ways, trying to acquire a taste for it and figure out how indeed I did like it.  I loved my trip to Northern Ireland and intended to blog while there, but was too busy having fun exploring the culture and discovering the spectacular countryside, so now I set about on the task to tell my friends and family all that I saw, felt, tasted, smelled and discovered while on the little European island.

Sunday, Week 1: Something about spending 8-9 hours flying makes a day dissolve into meaningless nothing.  I didn't sleep much, but could also find little brain capacity to manage anything else as we broke through the night sky, losing a total of six hours into the timezone abyss before arriving in Dublin, Republic of Ireland.

Monday: Due to fatigue and a near-sleepless night, I put forth little excitement at our 8am arrival, despite the fact that this was my first time to cross the Atlantic Ocean into Europe.  I was able, however, to catch my first glimpse of a double-decker bus, for which was managed a feeble "ooh".  We loaded up in large vans and crossed the border into Northern Ireland, where we stopped in Belfast for lunch.  We climbed back into the vans after a short break and drove 1-1/2 hours to the lovely Mullartown House.  Located just outside the village of Annalong, the building is about 300 years old and was refurbished about 20-30 years ago to house large numbers of guests.  We claimed our rooms, threw our suitcases down, attended a short introductory meeting, and then, nearly all 60 of us made the quarter-mile hike to the ocean.  I took close to a million pictures of the ocean, choir members, the house and general silliness before unpacking my bags and going to sleep.

Tuesday: Considering the larger majority of the choir was still suffering from some degree of jet-lag, we took this day easy, leaving sometime in the early afternoon for Tollymore Forest Park, just outside Newcastle.  This gorgeous nature park was somewhat different than American forests in that there were man-made structures, like a paved walking path, stone bridges, a 200-year-old hermitage and mowed lawns.  One part was filled with cascading bushes that gracefully strewed the path with colorful petals.  Off to one side was a creek and a decorative stone bridge, and on the other was an elegant stairway leading up to a large green, lush lawn.  It looked like a set straight out of The Bachelor.  Long story short, I filled up a significant portion of my camera's SD card in the three hours we spent there.  In the evening, I discovered that there was a nightly tea served around 9:30pm, accompanied by many delicious tea cakes.  I avoided the tea, since I wasn't much interested in it, but filled up on many (unnecessary) sweets.  I gathered with other choir members to eat, drink and play Dutch Blitz.

Wednesday: We finally had a chance to go to an Irish town and mingle with the people-as much as you can mingle when you look like a large group of American tourists trying to blend in.  As we went shopping in Newcastle, about 20 of us managed to form a rather conspicuous line outside one of the two ATMs in town, and after mistakenly calling every 20 pound-priced object a 20 dollar object, nearly all 50 of us gathered in the one tiny ice cream shop to try the Nutella-flavored ice cream.  The exchange rate really threw me off, because everything seemed so much cheaper than it really was; I felt like there were so many good deals!  In the evening, we had another chance to be with the Irish people by way of our first evening concert.  It was at the Annalong Presbyterian Church to a small crowd of rather elderly people.  Aside from the facts that one girl fainted, many were hot, and the acoustics weren't the best, the concert went quite well, particularly considering we had practiced our songs only once in the last two and a half weeks.

Thursday: This day brought with it the most interesting events and the funniest stories.  That's probably because it involved about 400 eight- to eleven-year-olds.  That's usually all it takes.  We sang at Strandtown Primary School in Belfast.  About half the school was gone, but the other half quietly (yet excitedly) gathered into the gym to hear us sing.  They sat and stared curiously at this group of American college students that had come to their school.  My friend said she saw a couple of them playing the old game of "Which One Do You Want To Be?"  When we started singing, one girl in the middle of the second row let her jaw drop, such that I'm sure it took more work to keep it open than our singing probably warranted.  After the concert, we were served tea and got to meet with some of the model students.  The most amusing event was before we loaded up in the vans.  We were standing outside, waiting for everyone to arrive, when a group of children went out for recess.  Apparently they were so fascinated with meeting Americans that they wanted our autographs, but having only pens and no paper, we resorted to signing their arms and instructing them never to take another bath.

Friday: Whereas Thursday brought about the most interesting events, Friday brought about the most spectacular sights, overflowing my SD card, despite the fact that we spent close to 10 hours in the vans.  I started my day bright and early.  Intending to watch the sun rise over the ocean (east coast), I set my alarm for 5:30am.  I'm not really a morning person, but I love sunrises, and I figured this would be my one chance to see it in Ireland over the ocean.  As I went to take a shower, however, I looked out the window and saw that the sky was already bright and the sun had already broken above the horizon.  I hurried out to the ocean, meeting scary cows and dogs along the way, and managed to capture some beautiful pictures before breakfast.  As we traveled to the northern coast, I made a point to sit in the front seat so I could experience driving on the left-hand side of the road as fully as possible, without actually driving.  On our way to Carrick-A-Rede, we passed the castle Dunluce, the inspiration for C.S. Lewis' Cair Paravel in the Chronicles of Narnia.  Unfortunately, we did not have time to stop and I was only able to take a few fuzzy pictures as we sped by.  Carrick-A-Rede is an island off cliffs of the northern shore, which is accessible by a terrifying rope bridge and was once used for fishing.  I would have expected the tops of the great island-cliff to be jagged and rocky, but they were covered with a lush, green layer of grass, sprinkled with colorful wildflowers.  We took pictures there, did some impromptu singing, and hiked back to the vans for the Giant's Causeway.  The causeway is a very strange natural rock formation.  It is built up in hexagon-shaped towers that are basically the same size (about 1'x1').  They start suddenly and disappear into the sea, where, I was told, they continue on to Scotland, creating a similar formation on that land.  The legend is that two giants loved each other, but one lived in Ireland and one in Scotland.  So they (or perhaps just one) built the causeway so they could be together.

Saturday: I ended this day with only a couple of bruises so I would consider that a relatively successful day!  We were given a free day.  Some people went to Newcastle, others to Annalong and still others played games around the house, but I went with a group of six to hike along the beach.  And it was definitely a hike, not a leisurely walk, because the shore was covered in large rocks and boulders.  We hiked for 4 hours, arriving back at Mullartown House two minutes before supper and I think we maybe got about halfway to Newcastle before we turned back.  Shortly after we started out, we spotted four stray sheep: two mothers and two lambs.  They were marked, so they belonged to someone, but must have just gotten out of their fence.  Upon seeing us, they scampered along the coast, but having no place to go with fences lining the side, we merely followed them, and unintentionally chased them halfway to Newcastle-I hope they found their way back eventually.  We got side-tracked several times at the sight of some seals.  We saw them in groups of two or three, amounting to about 13 total.  In addition, I saw two rainbows over the ocean, stretched out from end-to-end.  It was amazing!  As for the bruising, I blame the rain that accompanied the rainbows.  My camera nearly landed in a puddle, which would have been a tragedy, and I probably would have cried, but fortunately it missed and the pictures were safe.

Sunday, Week 2: We were hit with the full blast of Irish hospitality.  In the morning, we sang at a church in Belfast, receiving a large lunch buffet afterward, which included a dessert plus tea (with tea cakes).  The whole meal lasted 1-2 hours and was followed by a bus-ride to another church where we would hold an evening concert.  Unfortunately, our rehearsal was short, which meant that we had very little time to digest our very large lunch before this church saw fit to serve us a large supper (we couldn't eat right before the concert and the concert would finish around 9:30pm.).  Fortunately, they waited to serve tea (with tea cakes) until after we sang.

Monday: St. Patty's Day!  Not really, but we spent the majority of the day in Downpatrick, home to the grave of St. Patrick.  Nearby the ancient graveyard is Down Cathedral (in the city of Downpatrick, County Down), which was undergoing some renovations.  We went further back in time to the St. Patrick Memorial Church at Saul.  Saul is a shortened version of the Gaelic word "Sabhall" which means barn, and the church was built in the 1930s for the 1500th anniversary of St. Patrick's second arrival to Ireland on the spot that is believed to be the site of the first church he established in Ireland, which met in a barn.  With a little more van-travel and a lot more time-travel, we came to Inch Abbey, which, although looted and in ruins, still holds a certain amount of grandeur.

Tuesday/Wednesday: Filled with recordings, these two days are melded together in my head.  We went to St. Mark's cathedral in Belfast to record our 13 or so songs.  The church is the one C.S. Lewis attended as a child, with his grandfather working as the Vicar.  Recording took a lot of patience, discipline and activities that could be done in the quiet.  The choir would practice one song, record it (praying that no loud planes would fly by), and then wait as our director would listen to the recording to see whether it passed the test.  It was slow at the beginning, but towards the end, we were able to go through several songs on the first try, without practicing!

Thursday: Considering all the choir members were college students, those who planned the trip saw fit to educate us on the Northern Ireland government.  The tour and following presentation were interesting, but I would much rather have spent my time in the gardens that surrounded Stormont than be inside the building itself.  That's not to say it wasn't an impressive place.  The parliament building was in great condition, despite having been covered in tar during World War II.  We were even given the opportunity to sing on the steps in the Great Hall as members of parliament and other governmental staff peeked out their office doors and congregated along the banister.  We left there to see an old castle, but unfortunately, the most interesting part, the keep, was locked up and we weren't able to spend much time there.



Friday: As with any classic comedy, the weather seemed to be pitted against us this day.  Every time we were driving, the sun was shining.  Once we stepped out to see the attractions, however, the storm clouds gathered.  Our first stop actually started out well, with a quick picnic on the grassy slopes of Northern Ireland.  Then we headed up the hill to Scrabo Tower, where, on clear days, one can see Scotland.  Of course this day was not clear.  What is more, as the winds brought on the rain, we discovered that the tower (like the castle) was closed that day and we were merely stuck on the top of a hill next to an old building with a hazy view of the countryside.  As we drove away, the sun came out again, but when we arrived at another town to see a lighthouse, it started to rain again.  We ended the day with a rather uneventful evening concert.

Saturday: I finally realized my dream of riding a double-decker bus.  We left for Belfast, but we allowed to go our own ways, starting with a bus ride to Belfast City Hall.  I traveled with a small group of friends, shopping in various stores, while ignoring the numerous offers for city bus tours.  We found a little cafe for lunch, where I shared a Salmon Croissant with one of my friends.  I still can't decide whether or not I liked it.  Shortly thereafter, we came upon what I would consider a "very European" street.  Made of bricks, the road was only for pedestrians and was skirted with various shops of multiple stories, with fountains, small archways and even a man playing a strange instrument that included a violin and a horn.  We found a telephone booth along the way and took a picture, but unlike the road, it was not "the ideal" telephone booth, as far as what Americans expect to see in Europe.

Sunday, Week 3: Like the previous Sunday, we spent this one at one church service in the morning and at another in the evening, with a small break in the afternoon between the two.  We spent our break at a mansion in Belfast, relaxing outside.  Some played soccer, while others soaked in the sun.  It was only fitting that one member of choir set about reading from the Chronicles of Narnia.  The evening concert was rather emotional, since it was the last one of the year, and for many seniors, the last college activity.

Monday: The best ideas do not always come at 10pm.  Sunday night, we all returned from the concert having to pack our bags for the 5:30am departure from Mullartown House.  The thought of having to wake up after less than five hours of sleep (with a shower and packing) was so unattractive that a small group of us figured it would be better to just have fun pulling an all-nighter.  After 3 hours of ping-pong, however, we were drained.  On the bright side, it helped me manage a couple hours of sleep on the uncomfortable plane.  Before we left, several choir members were able to see Air Force One land at the Dublin Airport.  I, of course, was stuck in the extensive security that surrounded the event.  Over the course of eight hours of flight, we gained back our six hours and landed safe and sound in America.

One of my friends told me that while we were at the primary school, he had, in the course of the conversation, asked a teacher how he liked his tea.  The man replied that he liked his tea nice and strong, and that if you want strong tea, you say tae not tea.  I personally am still not sure how I like my tea.  I liked the regular black tea that was served at nearly every public venue we went to, but whenever I added sugar, it was too sweet for me (which shocked me, considering my favorite drinks are lemonade, kool-aid, apple cider and hot chocolate).  I really liked the fruity teas that were available at night, and the cream didn't have much of an effect on whether or not I liked the tea.  By the end of the trip, I had not turned myself into an avid tea-drinker, but had at least managed to become comfortable drinking a variety of different teas, allowing myself to at least speak somewhat knowledgably on the subject.  I may not know everything there is to know about Northern Ireland, and I might not go back again, but I learned a little about how their government works, I understand a little more about their culture, I became a little more acquainted with the members of my own group and I saw a little bit of the beautiful, green island.

Until we meet again my friend,
May God hold you in the palm of his hand.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Seasons

I am a lover of all seasons.  The spring may be windy and rainy, but life emerges from the ground in a fascinating and beautiful manner.  The summer may be unbearably hot, but the skies are clear and the nights are warm.  The fall may bring chills and kill the plants, but the air is crisp and the colors are extraordinary.  The winter may seem to bring life to a standstill with its icy gaze, but snow is a truly amazing and exciting weather phenomenon.

When people ask me which season I like best, I have a difficult time deciding, but usually settle for whichever season is coming next.  This is not due to dissatisfaction, but the excitement for what is just around the corner, because I haven't been able to experience the joys that come with it for 3/4 of a year.

Sometimes, it seems that all people do is hate the season they are in and long for the opposite.  Winter in particular seems generally despised by the public.  And I can understand why.  The bitter cold combined with a confinement to buildings and at least 3" of bundling in order to resemble any sort of comfort is bad enough.  But once you've added the effects of a runny nose, dry skin and an army of illnesses marching around, we have a lot to complain about.

Yet I wonder if we spend as much time remarking on the marvels of winter as we do the inconveniences.  How often do we observe the intricate designs of frost on the window, or the way each individual snowflake falls, gently kissing the earth and resting like a soft white blanket?  Do we consider the birds, who sit in trees, vulnerable to the mighty north wind due to the lack of leaves?  They sing sweetly, welcoming sunshine and the new day.  Do we pause to consider that though the sun is far away, it still manages to come up and go down, bringing warmth and melting away the frozen waters, even when the temperature wouldn't allow for it?

What better excuse can you have to grab a sled (or piece of cardboard) and let yourself slide down a hill?  When else can you ski down a mountain?  How much better does it feel to sit by the fire, drinking hot chocolate and reading a wonderful book, when you know that the earth lies in frozen silence outside?  And how much more can we appreciate the growth of spring, the warmth of summer, and the colors of fall if we did not know the disparities of winter?

I know that we have a wonderful Creator when I witness these things and ask these questions.  There is such variety, such deep beauty, and such care in every plant, animal and cloud.  I thank God for his amazing creation and the chance I have to enjoy it.  I know it can be tough at times and we feel as though we are suffering through everlasting winters, but it is important to remember that good things still exist, the sun will rise again, and spring is just around the corner.




Tuesday, February 1, 2011

A Light in the Darkness

The metaphor for light as good and dark as bad are common for many different languages, something I was surprised to discover in my Spanish class in high school.  However, in thinking more in depth on the subject, I realized this should not be so surprising, since the metaphor was used in the Bible, and Christianity would have brought that metaphor with it as it swept across Europe, influencing the numerous languages that were developing at the time.  (I would not be altogether surprised if some of the languages that have been largely untouched by Christianity still use the metaphor, but that is my personal theory for its spread into many Germanic- and Latin-based languages.

Altogether, I really enjoy this metaphor.  It was unfortunately, I believe, used to further suppress people of African descent, but beyond that, it is a remarkably universal metaphor probably because darkness and light are present everywhere, and anyone who can see could notice the differences in shades on every object.  Of course, there is the wonderful saying by Terry Pratchett, which seems to ring with truth:
"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong.  No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it."
This quote makes a lot of sense in physics, but when applied to the metaphor of light as pure goodness and darkness as evil, it seems exceedingly pessimistic and almost frightening.

(Now I'll swing the dialog in another direction, but I promise, I'll get back to light and dark.)  In Genesis 3, we read about Adam and Eve and how they sinned and were banished from the beautiful Garden of Eden.  Prior to their sin, they "were both naked, and they felt no shame" (Gen 2:25, NIV).  After they sinned, "the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves" (Gen 3:7).  Later, when God confronted them about their sin, he "made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them" (Gen 3:21).  The clothes act as imagery of their sins.  Before sinning, they were perfectly fine.  They knew each other intimately and there was nothing to be ashamed of.  After they sinned, they definitely were ashamed, and sought to hide from one another their bodies.  Of course, they did a rather inadequate job of this and when God confronted them, he was able to make more substantial clothes.  He didn't remove their fig coverings, because the sin and shame were still there.  The relationship between Adam and Eve, though still husband and wife, was broken.  They could no longer feel unashamed in each other's presence.  They didn't know each other as they had before.  Adam and Eve would have to work together to gain back the wonderful relationship they had once had.

Skip forward several books in the Bible and come back to the topic of light and darkness to John 3:19-20, "This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil.  Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed.  But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God."
This passage says that sinners lie in darkness, not wanting to be exposed.  Like Adam and Eve, sinners (myself included) hide in shadows, not wanted others, particularly God, to see the shame.  We can try to obscure our sins by "creating our own coverings," but it's pointless and God already sent Jesus (see the previous verses in John 3), a much better covering than the clothes we could make.  The clothes he gives can completely do away with the sin and after accepting them, it's time to work on the relationship with him.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Creativity

Well, my blog post assignments are now finished, but as I stated in my introduction, I hope to continue using this blog site and writing down various ideas and thoughts that come to my hyper-active mind.  This means several things.  First of all, the content of the posts may not be quite so heavy.  I do enjoy delving into the deeper topics and bigger questions occasionally, but I also like writing for the sake of writing and putting out my opinions on lighter topics.  Secondly, I probably will not get around to posting once a week, but will try to write something at least once a month (I will try for weekly, but without the encouragement or threat of grades, I won't be making promises).  Feel free to suggest topics that I might dig into.

I have no idea how many surveys and questionnaires I have filled out in the past year, but it seems quite ridiculous, and I'm sure that after the first few, the way I answer has changed and I've cared less and less about which bubble I fill in.  (Plus, being a slight perfectionist, I have to fill in the bubble completely, and inside the lines, so it seems to take me long than most people.)  I filled out surveys from impressions of college dating to favorite movies and the ideal roommate to how tolerable (or intolerable) the caf. food is (I personally don't mind it).  One that I filled out was intended to help me find out my interests and what kind of thinking I do and such.  In the process of looking over the results of the survey, I saw that creativity was a rather large theme echoing across the survey (and a couple others).  I wasn't too surprised by this, but in talking with the college's career counselor, he mentioned that it was important for me to note this and use it, by making sure that I can express myself in creative ways.
I found the idea interesting.  I knew that art and such were always great pastimes, and I understood that art was a form of expression, but I had never considered that I needed to use that creative energy, that using it could help me.  So, as finals came around along with Christmas and concerts and all sorts of holiday busyness, I calmed myself down and took time to be creative.  Tending towards the Type-A personality, though, I made sure that my creativity was also productive and made Christmas presents.  I love to paint and would consider myself a decent painter, with still many things to learn and discover.  I painted some cardboard and cut it into two puzzles for my dad.  I painted an impressionistic picture for my mom's birthday. I painted (by commission) a picture for my roommate to give her mother.  I also painted a lovely scene I called "Cow Tipping."  My favorites were the ornaments I decorated for my friend and some family members.

Since I got back from Christmas break, I started playing computer games again.  Those things are so addicting!!  You can't end on a lose, and once you win, you see if you can do it faster!  After a week or so of doing this every time I got back from classes, I realized that part of why I was being drawn to it so much was because it involves problem-solving, which is creative.  To keep myself from playing too many games, I started making a journal: something which can take lots of creativity, can be useful, is semi-lasting, and much more worth-while than solitaire or minesweeper.  I'm so glad (even if I had to sift through thousands of survey questions) that I discovered this.  I'm sure it will be extremely beneficial as school and life in general becomes more stressful, to use creativity to take a step back and do something freeing and enjoyable.