One of the most useful phrases in Mexico is "pica mucho?" Picar means to bite, but in reference to food it means spicy. As someone more accustomed to browned hamburger than hot spices, this is a question of vital importance, a defense tactic against what I consider to be unnecessary sweating and nose-running.
But those spices have a way of finding their way into things you wouldn't think you'd have to ask about--like candy or, as I recently discivered, Cheetos. They lure you into a false sense of security by the familiar packaging, the color, shape, size--even the initial whiff of buttery cheesy crunch that you know will find its way to your midsection.
Then you bite down. And it bites back. You keep eating, hoping you just found a bad one and it wasn't 20 pesos ill-spent, but each piece tastes more disgusting than the last, and you begin to realize that it's just more foreign food skillfully disguised as your favorite comfort food.
I stared at the still-full bag, feeling sick just thinking about eating more. That was Sunday. Monday left the same bad taste on my heart.
Normally I enjoy visiting cathedrals. I can feel the joy of the engineers and architects who designed the intricate details of the building to bring glory to God, to remember the great things He has done, and to turn our eyes heaven-ward. Light and life stream through multi-colored windows, and the collection of history's most faithful remind us of the cloud of witnesses that surround us in our daily walk.
Instead of a cloud of witnesses, however, this cathedral was surrounded by a cloud of darkness. I had been warned ahead of time, but that didn't make it any easier to swallow.
Idolatry. Massive idolatry in the name of the mother of Christ. Here she goes under many names: Guadalupe, Maria, the Holy Virgin, and sometimes even under the old Aztec name of the goddess of fertility. Christian symbols like the fish, the dove, and the cross are found there too, but for every one of these there are 50 virgins to look at. And as Jesus is left dying on the cross in the corner, Guadalupe is the one recieving prayers and praise.
Catholicism didn't conquer the religion of the Aztecs; it only gave them a new vocabulary for it and a few new stories and holidays. Signs of the zodiac are found superimposed on the image of the virgin--who almost always appears accompanied by the sun and moon, two celestial entities worshipped by the Aztecs.
I would have enjoyed joining in fellowship with Christians there, marveling at the way God speaks to different cultures, but with each step I became more and more disgusted by the works-based righteousness and misplaced worship. This is a completely foreign religion.
No, in Christianity we know that the righteous live by faith, and, spurred on and encouraged by the cloud of witnesses, we run the race of faith with eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith.
I can't pretend to have all the answers or a perfect understanding of the gospel, but I know if we lose sight of Christ and the power of His resurrection, we are fooling ourselves and it will make us sick.